Simply Life

Remember a few posts ago I mentioned my frustration with my current job? I was going to go find myself another job FINALLY after 5 years here. Well, now that I've put in apps, and online resumes, things are picking up. I've gotten a letter from the State of AZ saying I have a job interview to be a Clerk Typist 2 in a nearby city. I also got a phone call from a computer repair place asking if I was still interested in a job.
AAAH! I want a new job. NOT the interviews. I hate them. I feel like such a...dork during interviews. Maybe I need some confidence.
Maybe what I really need is some "God"-fidence. I haven't been praying too much lately.
How can I want what God wants for my life, if I am not even talking to Him?